A Better Prospect

Last two week i got an invitation from SPA @ Suruhanjaya Perkhidmatan Awam via sms  to attend test for PTD post vacancy. So last Saturday i went for the exam which was located at SMK Bukit Bandaraya, just nearby my house. Lucky me =)

Actually it was my 3rd trial. Huhu, the two times before (2011 & 2012 intake) was not succeed.

Fuh, bukan senang nak jadi government servant, nak-nak lagi Pegawai Tadbir Diplomatik.

Bertapis-tapis step kena lalu.

Just imagine la, untuk test sahaja how many candidates nak kena compete each other.

Dekat SMK Bukit Bandaraya tu, dia buka 9 kelas untuk test. Baru satu pusat, ada berapa banyak pusat yang SPA buka di seluruh negara? Banyak.......

Ni la antara proses yang terpaksa dilalui sebelum seseorang dilantik menjadi PTD.

Hmm.. seperti previous year, i don't put so much hope but still pray for the best la.

Cuma, a bit different this time because no more golden words from my Dad.

Dah jadi kebiasaan, every time when i have an interview, i will call my parent to tell them and ask for their pray. Then a night before the date of interview, they will call me back. My Dad will give his best words to inspire me =). 

I remember once, i came back from an interview at SUHAKAM, i fell so frust because all my competitors were so SO great. There were 4 of us, two of them lawyers (1 Indian & 1 Malay), me and 1 fresh graduate from UKM. That time i was so desperate to find a job because i'm JOBLESS!

I called my parent and my mum answer. When she passed the phone to my Dad, automatically i cried. I don't know why, but i fell so sad hearing his voice asking me how was the interview. I can't speak even a word, only sobbing. Huhu, then he said "Tak pe la,kalau ada rezeki insyaallah.Kalau x dapat kat situ pun, mungkin ada kat tempat lain.".Memang makbul kata-kata my Dad, sebulan lepas tu i dapat offer company sekarang ni. Alhamdulillah, dia sempat tengok i kerja & i pun sempat bagi saguhati untuk dia.

Miss him so much

Al-Fatihah Haji Omar B. Che Abdul Rahman,

Anakmu sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraanmu di sana, aameen.

Not Well

>_<*

I'm back..

still here.

Fuhh!

I have no idea how to manage my time, seriously.

Either i'm not good in managing my 24/7 or i'm truly a super hectic person.

(haha,absolutely the second one is out of my personality, super hectic la sssanggat!!!)

Weekdays yang sentiasa pack.

Weekend yang sentiasa 'berisi'.

But, since last two months i got some health problem.

I got three days MCs within two month.

Lucky me, my boss don't ask so many question, just put her signature whenever i come with my MC.

=), Thanks Madame. 

Maybe i was really sick this time. (p/s:before this, selalu MC tipu-tipu.hihi)

Btw, always take care of our health ok.

Rain,Me & Mr.GT

It's not Rain the Korean actor ok!

We don't have any special relationship =)

Yesterday me & Mr.GT arrived home at 7.45PM because of heavy raining.

After almost 2 hours waiting at petrol pump, no choice..redah jer.

Sambil2 tu mulut tak lepas baca apa yang patut.

Walaupun zahir nampak berani, kecut perut jugak la menyelit dalam jem plus hujan tak berenti. 

Mata pulak x clear sangat time malam.

There were two accidents all the way back home.

Sampai kat Bangsar, banjir kilat pulak.

The water from longkang overflow across the road,stuck again for a few minutes there.

Finally after go through all the terrible journey Kota Damansara-Pantai Dalam,

Ms. Mask Rider & Mr. GTsafely arrive in all wet.

ALL!

But, don't forget to say Alhamdulillah ye.

Keep Moving

Yes, move on.

Kenangan bukan untuk dilupakan.

Biarlah ia kekal dalam ingatan.

Tapi bukan untuk dijadikan alasan untuk bersedih secara berlebihan.

Tidak akan ada satu detik pun memori yang tertinggal waktu bersamanya.

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah,

Terima kasih atas pinjaman-Mu untukku selama 27 tahun ini.

Al-Fatihah untuk Ayahanda Omar Bin Che Abd. Rahman.

La Tahzan...Innallaha ma'ana

Assalamualaikum. 

Lama menyepi, hampir 2 bulan kan??

Within that time, many things happen.

BIG thing..

REALLY BIG.

And now, i'm hardly forcing myself.

Forcing my heart..

to believe that He is no more here,

 with me.

..PATIENCE..

That is the word i receive most from friends & relatives. Thank you guys. 

Lot of tears i share with you, lot of words i hear from you guys.

Really.. i appreciate all the cares and concerns to me. 

He,

First man in my life,

The man i love the most,

The man i care the most,

The man i want be with him all the time,

Passed away..

Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun.

27/2/2013-2.30PM

The date.

The moment i lost my loved one.

Yes,A big lost of an important person.

Dad,

even you are now far away,

still, you are in my hearts..always there.

I'll always fulfill my responsibility as a daughter to you.

With the du'a & ayaatul-Quran.

Insyaallah,moga pahala itu dipanjangkan kepadamu di syurga.

Ameen.

Al-Fatihah.